Whether you’re in the business of helping others, or interested in helping yourself, we’ve all heard about ‘attachment’. To some this means an electronic device of some kind, or a joke that we have attachment issues.
But what does ‘attachment’ really mean?
What is Attachment?
Attachment is a simple word for a very complex human emotional and physical process and experience. When babies are born, their little brains and bodies understand at a visceral level they are not equipped to survive on their own. In fact, human children remain dependent on their parents for far longer than other mammals, a natural consequence of natural selection and the optimal gestation period for human development. Human children are 100% dependent on their caregivers for 18 years give or take. This is one of the most fundamental tenants of the human experience.
We are born vulnerable and helpless, and must rely on our caregivers to give us proper care; we need our physical needs for food and water met. We have emotion needs as well – equally important for survival. For our brains to properly develop, we also need physical touch when we are infants. A cruel experiment in 1944 deprived babies of love and nurturing and physical touch while only meeting their physical needs – these babies actually died.
Attachment is really a ‘feeling’ – but like all feelings, are also a series of chemical reactions and processes in our bodies.
Attachment is our brain’s way of getting our survival needs met in early life. When our moms gaze down at us with love in their eyes, we gaze back. This action alone sends chemicals racing around our bloodstream – feel good chemicals that signal our parasympathetic nervous system that all is well and fear is not necessary. These chemicals make us feel good, safe and secure. When we are afraid and we cry and mom comforts us, we create pathways in our brain for how to calm down after feeling scared.
When we feel afraid or lonely as babies and mom or dad (or main attachment figure) picks us up and comforts us, chemicals race around our bodies and our brains and we feel safe. When we feel happy and smile and mom smiles back, or giggle and mom giggles back the chemicals zoom again and attachment to mom is formed.
Attachment, first and foremost, is a chemical experience. Just like feelings are really a collection of chemical responses in the body and brain.
The Role of Amygdala
Our amygdala is the deep part of our brain connected with our lymbic system that is responsible for regulating emotions, our survival instincts and creating memories.
When we are stressed, our amygdala sends distress signals and our bodies react. Fear gets our heart racing and ready to exert energy, sadness our tear ducts overflowing. A properly functioning amygdala will then regulate the emotion back to normal when the stress is gone. When the threat disappears, the amygdala sends signals of calm and our heart beat slows.
As children, if when we are scared and we cry, and nobody is there to comfort us, our amygdala never learns the pathway for how to feel calm after getting scared. This means, our amygdala is always firing stress signals, and the brain has no way of calming itself down.
Have you ever seen a child throw a tantrum, and continue to escalate? Have you seen that look in children’s eyes of panic as they experience a feeling with no way of calming down? Those children have compromised amygdala. These are the children who will adore video games, eating and other addiction behaviours. These external sources of comfort do the job of calming the amygdala to a certain degree. The problem if they must continue to ‘use’ in order to feel calm.
regulates emotion, our survival instincts and memories hat regulates to activate in times of stress, and then to calm down when the stress is gone.
Its easy to talk about feelings as though they are some abstract idea, something that can’t be grasped, or something to be ‘avoided’ or numbed out. But the reality is feelings are a chemical reaction in the body. And so is attachment.
So How Do We Get Hurt?
This is also the single biggest challenge in human development; the lack of proper care in the earliest stages of life causes us the most pain.
When a baby is born, one of the very first experience they have is skin to skin contact. Their skin touches their caregiver’s skin, and their little brains light up with neuro-chemical and electrical impulses that are sent to the body. These messages say “I am safe”, “I am being taken care of”, “survival is at hand”, and “I am loved”. The language of love is a chemical one. When they get older and open their eyes, they gaze up at their moms and dad’s, who mirror what they do, and look down adoringly at this little miraculous creation.
Attachment is formed.
Sometimes though, the baby comes early. And rather than lying on mom’s chest, they are stuck into an incubator – experiencing cold plastic and clinical stares from doctors for the first moments of their lives. Sometimes mom is stressed, or has postpartum depression and can’t stand the sight of their new offspring. Sometimes mom is drunk or high or just can’t gather enough energy to meet the baby’s many needs.
In these moments, attachment is lost. Other chemicals flood the system, and these chemical messengers say “I am not safe”, “I won’t be taken care of”, and “I need to figure out other ways to survive”.
Attachment trauma continues throughout childhood. Sometimes, when it comes time for the child to differentiate and experience themselves as a separate individual, mom gets scared and clings to the child. Or gets angry and when the toddler leaves and is dismissive of the child when they return for comfort. Sometimes mom covers her feelings of loss by being critical or getting angry. In these moments, the child learns that it is not safe to separate and the child must stay clingy – in these moments a symbiosis can be formed between mom and child.
Sometimes mom just doesn’t care when child leaves, and when child returns for support and nurturing she ignores the child. Here child learns that they are on their own in the world and must become self-reliant. This child grows up to be isolated and self-reliant to a fault.
Some children get lucky and experience secure attachment. This child wonders out to explore their surroundings, and when they get tired or hurt and return to mom for love and nurturing, they are welcomed back with open arms. Once recharged and ready to explore again, child is lovingly released back to the world, knowing that safety and security with mom is always available. In this environment, risks are mitigated by loving parents, who allow their children the opportunity to experience themselves as capable human beings in a safe world.
These are the lucky one, and increasingly, the lucky few.
Most of us are disorganized or insecure in our attachment. We had to explore a world not made safe by parents, who are too busy or stressed or workaholic or alcoholic or just plain busy to pay attention. These children are left alone to fend for themselves, their parents busy climbing corporate ladders and slaying corporate dragons. Often these children are alone in a world full of dangers, and predators and confusing experiences.
So What Happens?
We survive. We adapt. Sometimes we build resiliency, sometimes we don’t. But either way, we find ways of surviving. For some, solace in mental illness protects against the pain. For others, achievement. Whatever the survival strategy, we use our innate genius to devise strategies of survival.
If mom won’t take care of me, I will simply get sick all the time and demand her attention. Or I’ll be so quiet they won’t notice me and I’ll figure out ways to survive by myself. Or perhaps I’ll be loud so you can’t ignore me, or so successful they can’t ignore me anymore.
These survival strategies begin in infancy, sometimes even in the womb, and continue to adulthood. These survival strategies eventually become hindrances to a happy and healthy life as adults. Being sick eventually gets in the way of living a happy and productive life, and self-reliance becomes lonely. Whatever the survival strategy was, as adults we yearn for a new experience; connection, fulfilling relationships, fulfilling careers and joy.
What Can We Do?
How do we get over past hurts and make new decisions that help us move forward in life? Contrary to popular belief, simply ‘changing your thoughts’ often isn’t sufficient. For those fans of Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT), changing a thought pattern changes the emotional experience. In the short term, this works beautifully. And indeed, new thoughts create new brain pathways and new chemical firings. In the long term however, changing your mind requires vast amounts of effort for minimal results. And for anyone with attachment trauma, CBT will be entirely ineffective. Trauma changes the brain structure in the Limbic Brain – deep within our ancient brain stem where emotional experiences are stored. CBT works at the level of the pre-frontal cortex where cognition and thinking reside. You cannot change the Limbic system by solely accessing the pre-frontal cortex – it is impossible. So for Trauma victims, CBT is useless.
In my opinion, the most effective method for healing is Trauma Therapy and Energy Psychology that can dislodge the ingrained belief patterns that are imprinted on the brain. For those more scientifically minded, Neuro-feedback does the same thing. Neuro-feedback using the brain’s own electric waves, and our intrinsic motivational system to learn how to change our brain chemistry. Energy Psychology like Advanced Integrative Therapy (practiced exclusively at Therapy for People & The Change Institute), EMDR and Brainspotting all accomplish the same thing.
Re-decision Therapy is also effective. This model uses the genius of Eric Berne’s Transactional Analysis theory to guide the client into making new decisions about themselves and the world, after the pain and grief and rage of these early injustices are experienced and released. The technique borrows the whimsical teachings of Fitz Pearls and Gestalt therapy, seeking to experience the whole part of these early hurts from an experiential perspective – a much deeper way of healing than simply ‘talking about’ a problem or bad experience.
Whatever mechanism of healing you seek – its all good. All roads lead to Rome as they say. In the end, pick a therapist who you trust, who you can build a caring relationship with and see them as long as you can afford to. It is in the relationship with your therapist that ultimately heals attachment wounds. Just as being loved by a partner or a child does its own healing.
Attachment loss is increasingly becoming a human experience. But so is healing.
And healing is for everyone.